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Its so hard for me to convince myself that i'm leading a better life now. I cant even lie to myself that i'd be better off without her... i really think i cant have any silent moment without me having to think of her, i have to keep myself so busy that when i lie on my bed i must fall aslp within a few secs. How much longer is this going to last?

“遇到爱情的人，要好好的珍稀。因为这是不长发生的事。”

This is an abstract from the show 星锁. This phrase is really meaningful. Love doesn't happen to a person often. Yet when it happens we just take it for granted and never cherish it. Only when u lose it then thats the time when we start regretting. 27 yrs of my life, minus off the 1st 13 yrs which leave 14 yrs of my life when i start to know what love is, true love only came to me twice, and both times i did not grab hold of it and treasure it, i wonder if cupid will give me a last chance to let me have my true love back.