Hmm i wonder if its pure coincidence or fate, this is the 2nd time i bumped into an old schoolmate of mine. 1st time was in IRC which was many yrs back, and this time it was in an online game. During these period of time we do bump into each other outside a few times, well the funny thing is everytime she gives me her mobile number i will save it in my fonebook but erase it when i'm home. Well i think this is a small little thing i always do when i'm attached ba. Anyway Don't get the wrong idea, this frd of mine is alrdy married, we're only purely frds.
Seriously duno y when i so wanted to see somebody i dont get to see them, but when this person is some1 i dont usually think of i get to see them... Fucking God is playing with my life. I guess tonite will be another miserable nite for me ba. How long more do i have to force myself to be happy instead of being really happy? 1 month? 1 yr? or my whole life? If there really was a God i would really go up to him and give him a piece of my mind. He's not doing such a good job and handling with us mortals. how many of us have suffered and he just sits back and relax enjoying our tragedy. Could he be a noob God who has just taken over the job? Whats the point of praying? whats the point of saying prayers? whats the whole damn point to believe in Hiim? I'd rather he take my life than to play me like a puppet right now. Back to rush lvl, i'm running out of time.
Fuck my life.
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