These few nights have been very bad for me cos its always raining heavily outside in the middle of the night while i'm rushing my stuffs. The rain drops damn noisy until i cant even concentrate on what i'm doing.Surprisingly i duno why, whenever it rains theres always a pain in my chest. Aver very sharp pain that lasts for about 5-10 mins. Wonder what could be wrong with me.... hope its some terminal disease so i can leave this world soon.
Finally see the fruits of my hard work coming in now. And i've been saving them up.Initially those money were to help somebody with her debts 1, but then since that somebody had stepped on my tail, i guess these money i can happily keep for myself le. Was thinking of going on a trip this yr end to somewhere far far away. The 1st place that came to my mind was to go Europe to relax myself, but for some unknown reasons, my mind kept telling me to go Paris and see the Eiffiel Tower for myself. Going there alone seems no fun. How nice would it be if this yr is 2006 instead of 2007, at least with another month's hard work i might be able to bring somebody else along with me for a week's tour there, but things have to turn out this way. Well i guess its just too bad.
Seriously the stupid weather really know how to choose time to rain, now when i got so much free time theres no rain, i was hoping it'd rain tonite so i can have a good slp, but hey, its just some bad luck i guess. I'm kinda used to having bad luck now. Ever since that fateful day, my luck hasnt been good.... my migrain came back suddenly and i get attacks from it everyday at least once. No point consulting a doc for this, they'll only give u more panadols to take.... Go TPY central walk walk on a sunny day, just reach the central, start to rain heavily... doing some work in the middle of the day, suddenly power trip and i have to restart the whole thing again.... bathing time forgot the heater is spoilt, on heater and got myself scalded... sleep in the morning around 7am and got woken up by brats downstairs fixing their bikes at 9am... at least on top of this i dun get and debt collectors calling me alrdy. I wonder if this bad luck will be with me for a long time, if it really does, then i'll have to prepare myself for the worse scenerio. Shall i start an insurance plan now? LOL i bet if louis knows i have this thinking he'll come to me with his sales talk =p
My mum will be leaving for taiwan very soon for a week, so i guess it'll only be me, myself and I for that week in this house. I'll definately feel lonely, for the past month at least i still have my mum to accompany me so i dont feel that lonely, but the coming trip of hers..... haiz duno how am i going to cope with the loneliness. Hope by then my mind wun be running wild. What could be worse than being lonely? I know, many ppl will say "No money" , but have u given a though abt this "so what if u have money but u r lonely?" I dun club, i dun drink, recently i dislike the thought of going out... so what am i suppose to do at home? PCC until die ah LOL.
Just now when i really got nth to do, i went back to visit my Hi5 account, sure does bring back lotsa memories, ahh those honeymoon days, so sweet... was smiling at the monitor while reading those testi she wrote for me at that time. Too bad all those r nth but lies LOL. ALL LIES!!!! So stupid of me to have believed those stuffs. _|_=.=_|_ 2 fingers up for those lies!!!
The hatrad in me is slowly subsiding, it could be due to the reason that i've not spoken to her for quite some time. Think this shld really be the best way for the both of us. Women..... they're such a mysterious living thing to men....when u're with them u find them a pain in the ass, but when they leave u, u start thinking of them. I wonder what kinda of witchery is that. Gonna stop writing now, go to youtube watch MTVs. Cya
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