Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Yes I'm beginning to love my new found personality

What a great start with my new found personality. I finally realised Y so many ppl choose to hurt other ppl. Its really fun and enjoyable to know that certain things that u have said will cause hurt to another person.

I've taken my 1st step out, so theres no turning back now. Well she just told me the god damned biggest joke i ever heard. She said she go clubbing and drinking becos of me!!! LOL I never did encourage her to club or to drink and she says shes doing all those tihng bcos of me.. lol i couldnt stop laffing at this. Since she had wanted so badly to get away from me, why would she be doing all those? Prolly its due to being too happy so she had to drink and go club so she can flirt with more guys. Yesterday she drink until throw up leh... LOL pathetic! how i wished i was there to mock at her. but doesnt make a difference since she told me she threw up. but i'm not satisfied with only just that. Its not enuff to make me happy to cover up the emotional torture she have given me. NO nothing will be enuff. She told me to give her a call just now to quarrel , and i told her no cos i didnt want my ears to bleed LOL. I cant believe these words actually came out from me hahaha. She even threatened that i'll never hear her voice from now on again. She starts to assume again that i wanted her to die.... wah she really canot change sia. Who said i wanted her to die? I want her to carry on living, and living in misery. I hope she can live a super long life setting the guiness world record for the longest living human being on earth. This way she will be able to see all her friends and family die 1 by 1 in front of her. She better not die so fast. Death will not satisfy me. I want her to live her life in such misery that she cant even take her own life even if she wanted to. Seriously i hope some guy gets her pregnant now and break off with her not wanting to take any responsibilities. Can some1 do me this favour and hurt her this way? then when she's going to give birth the baby dies while in the delivery room. Ohhh she'll be so shattered and hurt. Myb even cry until eyes blind. Hahaha. I wish somebody wil just treat her the same way she played with me. Come on guys buck up abit, she's an easy fish to catch, all u need to have is money. She loves money. Just do me a favour and go hurt her.

I remembered her asking me this " u think in the past 3 yrs i've nvr loved u b4?". Well my answer to u is YES U NVR DID. All these while ur mind was with chatting with guys in msn and getting to know more guys. Even when u r with me, ur mind will be thinking abt other guys. I dont trust women now. They're such fakes. No wonder they need to wear make up. its to cover their ugly side. Oh Devil can u make this biatch suffer but pls do not take her life away so soon. Death is letting her off too easily. Pls grant me this wish.

She said she'll get the papers rdy asap and when i asked when, she said when she gets her bonus. LOL u guys know when her bonus is? May next yr leh. Which means i have 7 more months to enjoy myself. Watch ur step, 1 wrong move from u, i can make sure u'll regret it for ur whole miserable life.

i have to really apologise to my frd David over here cos during the conversation, i somehow dragged u into the picture. Cos i heard from her that u have regained ur single status too, so i told her that myb she can even consider abt starting a r/s with ya. Well by saying this i'm actually trying to tell her what a slut she is, cos Mr Jimmy Hui was also out of r/s and thats when she become his listening ear and thats how they started. So given the fact that she's such a slut, she can be ur listening ear and myb hook u up. So sorry david. Listening ear my ass lol. That guy has so many frds so y does he have to approach u? This is a good method to steal other ppl's wife or gf. Guys out there must start learning. myb i shld get to know this shithead more and learn a few tricks from him so i can start going out there breaking other ppl's family up.

End of the day i can only tell myself. As long as she suffers, I'll be so damn happy.

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