Phobia....

After that nightmare yesterday, i spent my whole day in daze.....been thinking over and over again, will i ever trust another woman again? Up to now i still cant convince myself that there might be exceptions.... I really think i wont be able to trust another woman ever in my remaining years.

Anyway, I've finally got back my old room today. Spend the whole evening moving the stuffs. Tmr will be going blading with my buddies at ECP. Hope i'll be able to enjoy myself. Supposed to meet at 1pm but they're the usual late kakis, so i guess i'll leave home at 1pm ba LOL.

Anyway its late now, time to slp alrdy. Tmr after blading will come back and update the blog again.