Promises...

"Promises are made to be broken" many ppl will usually say this when they break their promise, well that was what i always say last time. But now the word promise has brought a new meaning to me. Promises shld be kept even though u think its no longer worth keeping it. A promise will always be a promise, once u break it, theres no other reasons for denying it.
At last i've thrown aside my pride totally and open up my heart to tell her what has been going on in my mind. Those ppl who r reading this will most probably say its all bullshit, well i dont care what others say as long as i know those r true. Even if she doesnt forgive me, I'll still keep my promises. Nothing in this world matters more to me than her.
I wrote her a mail, asking her if we could start all over from the 1st time we met, but during our conversation on msn just now, she told me, i'm doing all this just becos i wanted revenge. I was surprised cos thats actually how she sees me. I have nvr thought of revenge since the start of this major problem at all, i was really heartbroken, i could feel my heart being torn once again. Well if thats really the way she sees me as, i told her to forget everything thing that i've said or done trying to reconcil with her. If i cant makke her rmb me for the good things i've done at least she'll rmb how nasty i was to her. There r more contents in our conversation, but i wont disclose them here, its just between me and her.
my final promise to her "你会是我心里最后的一个女人". This will be a promise i will keep for life till the day i no longer breathe.