Yea WTF is all i can say now. Work so hard for fcuk? End up still kena accuse of breaking my promise. Everything turned out to be shit just becos ppl cant get me on my mobile. I DID tell her if she cant get me on mobile she can call my house =.= which she have. Well myb my number is just not worth remembering.
After reading her blog today really saddens me. As usual i'm being accused over and over again. Said that i blocked her on msn, dont reply smses blah blah blah. Whereby my house fone is always there for her to contact me. Is it even wrong if some1 is too busy to even log in msn for a long period of time? Is it wrong that a person doesnt have enuff cash to top up his M card value? i did not top up my M card cos i think its pretty useless cos ppl can actually contact me via my house fone. and also i'm so used to going without a fone ( not like somebody else who cant live with her fone with all the guys number inside for her flirt). I have my own debts like i told her. I've got to settle my piling debts for over 3 yrs 1st, i've also told her. Now i'm being shot again by her saying that i'm just going back to my old ways not keeping my promise.. Life is so unfair.
Women always get things their way whereby men are always at the losing end. Other ppl always tend to side the women rather than the men. Y are human beings so blind?
I believe no1 like to be accused. but me? so what if i dont like it? i've been accused over and over again for the past yrs... and i have to quietly swollow them down. Life sux and so do u. Never get to the bottom of things and start assuming. Love turned hate, theres nothing more in me other than hate. the hatred for women, the hatred for life, the hatred for love. I wonder who was the 1 who blocked me from her msn in the 1st place... i went in msn today and tried to msg her yet in the end i got a pop up msg asking for her email address... lol what a joke. block u? i think its more like u block me out instead. Well i think it could be she's with some other guy in the room and trying to prove to him him that she will not flirt around anymore. Well bullshit. A leopard will nr change its spots. U do it once , u do it twice.
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1) I did not block you at all cos i always wish to see u online so that i can see how r u. And now u wont see me online on msn anymore cos my internet got cutted off AGAIN.
2) Since you say your debts first, then y initially you have to tell me 'next month onwards you will help with debts' and tell me you will pay thru Zen aka David?
3) Do you know your blog always makes me feel that you are still blaming me for where you are now? I am so emo and sad after reading your blog and I tell myself I been trying so hard to be a nice friend to you but I always 'felt' blamed.
4) Till this very day, i read wat u wrote, be it happy or sad, i still feels it in my heart you know? You say me, I tears, you happy, I smile to the monitor cos I know you are happy.
5) I dun call you cos sometimes its juz nothing major. I juz sms you cos I wan to pass u some messages only. If I call you, I know I will disturb you in your gaming which I dun wish to do that. You didnt call me also. And I scare your mum pick the call cos I dunoe how to address her and wat to say to her.
6) I dunwan to call you ask you for money cos I know money issues always gets your nerves so what can I do? Keep to myself or just sms you lor.
Till now you still dunoe my intentions of doing all that. Now you still wan to accuse me of having guys in my phone to flirt etc. Hurt again. Reason for blogging cos I knew you read my blog and somehow it has become our only mode of communication.
Guess forget it. Initially you hated me, so just hate me for watever things i did to hurt you. I am just a nobody or bad gal or not even a human being to tok to you on anything now.
after i finished my blog...i gif up le. Really. Im a failure in life. Leave me is the best path you have choose in your life. You will never feel the regrets at all cos you finally walk out to the light.
i will call you later...
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